Fears.

I'm scared.

and I KNOW God can handle everything.

and I know God has got me in his hands.

But I am terrified

Of my future and going to college.

Of losing my Grandfather, I feel like I'm watching him just get older and older and I know he could be gone at any second.

Even old fears of being scared of males has resurfaced because of a rediculous situtation.

I feel so lost, and I'm turning to God and I'm crying out to him.
But I still feel like a lonely little kid

with no idea what to do anymore.