Growing.

I don't think i'm growing up.
But growing out.
Like you grow out of your old clothes and such.
The one thing my life seemed to revolve around for a few months turned out to be a lot of lies.
And last night talking to Ari I definently realized my mistakes.
But I don't think I would trade those months for anything.
I learned so much through that time.
How to love and how not too.
And coming out of that I learned who really cares.
So I may not be growing up, I think in some aspects I'm too mature already.
But I'm definently growing out of being a naive person.
And Once again another lesson showing me not to give my heart.
To people who won't take care of it.

Funny

It used to be. Just me and you.
Best friends for EVER.
We were ALWAYS together and we had SO MUCH FUN.
Yeah we argued but it was silly stuff that was done with in seconds.
We went through the awkward phases together.
Had silly crushes made some crazy mistakes.
But you were always there.
Everytime I cried or hurt.
You were there to make it better and make me smile.
And I was there for you.
Now you hardly talk to me.
Put your other friends ahead of me.
And I wish I could hate you.
When I think of how we used to be.
I almost cry, but I don't think you'd be there.
When the tears fell.


Its funny...
How times change.