Pain and Death.

Today was Brittany's funeral.

and Last night was the viewing.

She was still sooo pretty even after death.

My heart breaks for her step father over and over.

They were extremely close.

He sat next to her casket and rubbed her hair the entire time during the viewing.

The line to see her was SUPER long.

it took as alost 2 hours to get through

When I went up there I took the necklace I was wearing.

and I put it on her chest and layed my hand over her heart her step dad pulled me into a hug and thanked me and we cried together.

Then today way over half of the school left early to be at her funeral.

I barely spoke in my classes that I did attend.

And I cried and cried during the funeral then at the burial.

I cried the most when her (step) dad walked away crying and saying "I love you Brittany. I love you dear Britt" I felt like I might colapse from the heart ache I felt.

I was glad Aimee was there with me.

BRITTANY.

YOU WILL NOT BE FORGOTTEN.

I'm wearing my polka dots in your name.

I'm loving stronger and living fuller.

I'm carrying your loving legacy in my heart.

It wasn't fair that it was you.

But hey, If I was God I would want you back ASAP too.

Who could blame him for wanting such an angel?

March 22, 1991-December 11, 2007