Growing.

I don't think i'm growing up.
But growing out.
Like you grow out of your old clothes and such.
The one thing my life seemed to revolve around for a few months turned out to be a lot of lies.
And last night talking to Ari I definently realized my mistakes.
But I don't think I would trade those months for anything.
I learned so much through that time.
How to love and how not too.
And coming out of that I learned who really cares.
So I may not be growing up, I think in some aspects I'm too mature already.
But I'm definently growing out of being a naive person.
And Once again another lesson showing me not to give my heart.
To people who won't take care of it.

Funny

It used to be. Just me and you.
Best friends for EVER.
We were ALWAYS together and we had SO MUCH FUN.
Yeah we argued but it was silly stuff that was done with in seconds.
We went through the awkward phases together.
Had silly crushes made some crazy mistakes.
But you were always there.
Everytime I cried or hurt.
You were there to make it better and make me smile.
And I was there for you.
Now you hardly talk to me.
Put your other friends ahead of me.
And I wish I could hate you.
When I think of how we used to be.
I almost cry, but I don't think you'd be there.
When the tears fell.


Its funny...
How times change.

For you.

I've moved on.

Beauty Vs. Industry

On Post Secret a user suggested we did what a facebook group was doing which in short was

" Tell us what's right with you. Not what the industry gives the royal checkmark, what you like about you, or what you hate about you! Just make sure it is you. All you need is a page and a picture. Tell us what makes you fantastic, and help us start the revolution!"

I made mine.

and some of its hard to read.

But the things say.

1. I love my eyes.

2.I love giving compliments.

3.I don't like my chin or nose.

4.I know my boobs are small but my hips are hella cute.

5.I'm scared of turning out like my mom.

6.I love being skinny even if people don't like me for it.

7.I love Jesus Christ.

8.I have a million dreams.

9.I want to save the world.

10.I have a lot of friends.

11.I love you.

12. I'm a camera whore to the core.(that rhymed hehe)

13. I fall for guys easily. But never the right one.

14.This picture is old but 100% me.

I love it and I loved making it.

I wanted to put more but I didn't have room.

I might make another one sometime.

:D

Key lime pie.

More than anything I've always wished I could write something amazing.

Something inspring and great, that could take your breath away.

I wish to write in such ways that it doesn't seem real.

But I'm not talented with words and I can never make anything come out right.

Sometimes my brain isn't connected to my heart and the words just don't flow.

Writing isn't my talent no matter how much I wish otherwise.

But I do believe I have an amazing talent.

I seem to be really good at making people smile and laugh.

I enjoy giving compliments and meeting new people.

I love making new connections and hopefully one day I can inspire some one by just being kind.

Or making them smile.

ohyeah.

I've just met a girl, named Emily, whose is one of the coolest people I've ever met.

Shes smart, funny, and a super mega talented writer.

Her blog is the first link on my list over there. -->

You should definently checkout her blog.

Shes aweosme.

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