Excitement

Sooo in just seven days I'll be going to Shelby, NC.

(without a stupid camera)

But I'm SOOO completely excited about going.

I miss all my friends there.

and cannot WAIT for all the closeness with God I know is gonna come from it.

And in December we're(the band) going to DISNEYWORLD!!!!!!!!

I have NEVER been and ALWAYS wanted to go.

And I just can't WAIT!!!

I really wish I could get a new camera though.

Atleast by time we go to Disney.

That would be SOO amazing!

<3333

Feeling better already.

My Grandmas feeling better.

I've had cookies.

and a Really good day at school.

Church tomorrow is gonna be great.

I miss Matty B like WOAH man!!

Idk if anyone reads this.

But if you do leave me comments or something to let me know.

kay??

I also got my shoes back today.

and I'm still a beast at Bass Clarinet.

But my lips hurts way faster then they used too.

It has been like 9 months sooo its understandable.

:D

lovelovelove.

shelbbbeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

In a rut

So I'm kinda in a sucky mood.

That I fear won't be getting better anytime soon.

This week is gonna be boring and work is gonna suck.

Only thing I'm excited about is going to Shelby, NC in 10 days.

I miss everyone I never get to see.

I hate riding that stupid bus.

Time is going by sooo slowly.

I freaking hate daylight savings time.

I'm going to eat dinner.

I need someone to make me smile today.

Teacher Workday.

So we have no school today.

Which is pretty awesome.

I have to clean my room though and its a CRAZY mess.

But my grandmas coming home, I'm worried about her.

and also kinda afraid to see how bad she looks.

She fell off her horse this weekend up in the moutains, she has 4 cracked ribs, lacerations to her kidney and lung, and tons of other cuts and bruises and I know when I see her I'm gonna have to try really hard not to burst into tears.

Joan is bringing her home, they'll be here around 5 ish. Donna Monday brought us dinner, shes the sweetest woman ever I swear. She wanted ot go to the grocery store for us and whatever else we needed. (My grandpa isn't supposed to drive but he did anyway) But DOnna is taking my brother to and form Wrestling practice. She is just such an amazing and caring person. I'm glad my grandma has her as a friend.

Well I should go clean my room.

Grandpa is gonna start complaining about it again pretty soon.

With love (and worry)

Shelby.

<3

Fell Behind.

Its been WAAAY too long since I've posted.

Since my last post;

I've gotten a job.

Started my junior year.

Marching Band season began and ended.

My grandpa had two surgeries. (one last week)

My grandma got two horses. (shes in the hospital now)

My uncles have visited.

I've laughed too much.

Smiled every day

and Cried some too.

I've lost old friends.

But gained new ones.

I'm not very happy right now.

But I'm living life.

And love it too.